1/201 <font color=red>n</font> 09-02 06:27:07-09-02 06:27:14 Don't be the "leap year" in someone's life.<br>2/201 <font color=red></font> 09-02 06:30:12-09-02 06:30:21 The image of "Luntuo" (a type of soil)<br>3/201 <font color=red></font> 09-02 06:25:38-09-02 06:25:42 I believe that anyone who has read books,<br>4/201 <font color=red>bg</font> 09-02 06:25:44-09-02 06:25:53 Everyone knows that he is the one in Lu Xun's hometown who w...<br>5/201 <font color=red>aaa</font> 09-02 06:26:21-09-02 06:26:22 A lively and spirited young man.<br>6/201 <font color=red>n</font> 09-02 06:25:40-09-02 06:25:42 Once Lu Xun grew up,<br>7/201 <font color=red></font> 09-02 06:25:41-09-02 06:25:42 Return to his hometown,<br>8/201 <font color=red></font> 09-02 06:26:22-09-02 06:26:34 When I saw the moon again,<br>9/201 <font color=red>aaa</font> 09-02 06:25:42-09-02 06:25:53 He has become apathetic.<br>10/201 <font color=red>hp</font> 09-02 06:25:45-09-02 06:25:53 Simple life,<br>11/201 <font color=red>n</font> 09-02 06:25:46-09-02 06:25:53 Speechless,<br>12/201 <font color=red></font> 09-02 06:25:48-09-02 06:25:53 Staring blankly,<br>13/201 <font color=red>de</font> 09-02 06:25:49-09-02 06:25:53 A typical image of a Chinese person with no thoughts.<br>14/201 <font color=red></font> 09-02 06:25:50-09-02 06:25:53 Why did I come up with this idea?<br>15/201 <font color=red>hp</font> 09-02 06:25:59-09-02 06:26:02 That's because I realized that we, and even myself, might ha...<br>16/201 <font color=red></font> 09-02 06:25:51-09-02 06:26:02 What is "leap soil"?<br>17/201 <font color=red>xss</font> 09-02 06:25:53-09-02 06:26:02 I think it's like this,<br>18/201 <font color=red>bg</font> 09-02 06:25:54-09-02 06:26:02 His life and thoughts have completely lost their independenc...<br>19/201 <font color=red></font> 09-02 06:25:55-09-02 06:26:02 Lacking vitality,<br>20/201 <font color=red></font> 09-02 06:25:57-09-02 06:26:02 Lost interest in everything outside,<br>21/201 <font color=red>bg</font> 09-02 06:26:03-09-02 06:26:12 When you have lost the ability to accept everything from the...<br>22/201 <font color=red></font> 09-02 06:26:04-09-02 06:26:12 His thoughts and body had deteriorated to a state of animali...<br>23/201 <font color=red>n</font> 09-02 06:26:00-09-02 06:26:02 That look,<br>24/201 <font color=red>de</font> 09-02 06:26:02-09-02 06:26:12 That tone,<br>25/201 <font color=red>hp</font> 09-02 06:26:07-09-02 06:26:12 That dull language and timid expression,<br>26/201 <font color=red>n</font> 09-02 06:26:06-09-02 06:26:12 and feeling bored in everyday life,<br>27/201 <font color=red></font> 09-02 06:26:08-09-02 06:26:12 Or the kind of answer that is given by an ending I can no lo...<br>28/201 <font color=red></font> 09-02 06:26:10-09-02 06:26:22 Everyone, including me,<br>29/201 <font color=red>aaa</font> 09-02 06:26:11-09-02 06:26:12 No matter your age,<br>30/201 <font color=red>xss</font> 09-02 06:26:12-09-02 06:26:22 twelve years old<br>31/201 <font color=red>de</font> 09-02 06:26:15-09-02 06:26:22 Twenty-four years old,<br>32/201 <font color=red>bg</font> 09-02 06:26:14-09-02 06:26:22 Thirty-six years old,<br>33/201 <font color=red></font> 09-02 06:26:17-09-02 06:26:22 Forty-five years old,<br>34/201 <font color=red>n</font> 09-02 06:26:18-09-02 06:26:22 Fifty-five years old,<br>35/201 <font color=red>hp</font> 09-02 06:26:20-09-02 06:26:22 Or sixty years old.<br>36/201 <font color=red>n</font> 09-02 06:26:25-09-02 06:26:34 Don't become the kind of person that Lu Xun wrote about in h...<br>37/201 <font color=red>hp</font> 09-02 06:26:29-09-02 06:26:34 I used to have a classmate who was bullied by his high schoo...<br>38/201 <font color=red>bg</font> 09-02 06:26:24-09-02 06:26:34 He was also our class representative.<br>39/201 <font color=red></font> 09-02 06:26:27-09-02 06:26:34 I remember in my third year of high school,<br>40/201 <font color=red></font> 09-02 06:26:28-09-02 06:26:44 Especially in the past two years, we often discussed mathema...<br>41/201 <font color=red>aaa</font> 09-02 06:27:02-09-02 06:27:04 Even discuss future ideals.<br>42/201 <font color=red>bg</font> 09-02 06:27:15-09-02 06:27:23 He started smoking in 1988.<br>43/201 <font color=red>aaa</font> 09-02 06:26:31-09-02 06:26:34 I got into college normally.<br>44/201 <font color=red>de</font> 09-02 06:26:32-09-02 06:26:34 He didn't pass the exam.<br>45/201 <font color=red>xss</font> 09-02 06:26:34-09-02 06:26:44 It's off by ten points.<br>46/201 <font color=red>bg</font> 09-02 06:26:35-09-02 06:26:44 Then,<br>47/201 <font color=red>n</font> 09-02 06:26:38-09-02 06:26:44 We decided to take a summer vacation in the second year,<br>48/201 <font color=red></font> 09-02 06:26:37-09-02 06:26:44 I said, "Back in the late 80s..."<br>49/201 <font color=red></font> 09-02 06:26:39-09-02 06:26:44 Go back and see him failing again in the WWI exam.<br>50/201 <font color=red>hp</font> 09-02 06:26:41-09-02 06:26:44 At that time,<br>51/201 <font color=red>aaa</font> 09-02 06:26:42-09-02 06:26:44 University is a bridge in life,<br>52/201 <font color=red>bg</font> 09-02 06:26:45-09-02 06:26:55 The only condition for a university to change your identity ...<br>53/201 <font color=red>de</font> 09-02 06:26:44-09-02 06:26:55 We encourage him to continue baking.<br>54/201 <font color=red>n</font> 09-02 06:26:47-09-02 06:26:55 Then,<br>55/201 <font color=red></font> 09-02 06:26:50-09-02 06:26:55 After a year,<br>56/201 <font color=red></font> 09-02 06:26:51-09-02 06:26:55 In the summer of 1990,<br>57/201 <font color=red></font> 09-02 06:26:52-09-02 06:27:04 We went back to see him, but he still hadn't passed the exam...<br>58/201 <font color=red>xss</font> 09-02 06:26:55-09-02 06:27:14 At this time, his language skills were already a bit stiff a...<br>59/201 <font color=red>aaa</font> 09-02 06:26:54-09-02 06:26:55 Because we are talking about the outside world,<br>60/201 <font color=red>xss</font> 09-02 06:29:23-09-02 06:29:40 All are from the surrounding area.<br>61/201 <font color=red>hp</font> 09-02 06:27:03-09-02 06:27:04 Because we know that you will go to college after graduation...<br>62/201 <font color=red>bg</font> 09-02 06:26:57-09-02 06:27:04 Your friends and classmates are already at a higher level,<br>63/201 <font color=red>n</font> 09-02 06:26:58-09-02 06:27:04 Improved the environment,<br>64/201 <font color=red></font> 09-02 06:26:59-09-02 06:27:04 More insights,<br>65/201 <font color=red></font> 09-02 06:27:01-09-02 06:27:04 From all over the world.<br>66/201 <font color=red>de</font> 09-02 06:27:04-09-02 06:27:13 But we still say "come on, come on,"<br>67/201 <font color=red>aaa</font> 09-02 06:27:08-09-02 06:27:14 We think you're good, but just need to improve by about ten ...<br>68/201 <font color=red></font> 09-02 06:27:10-09-02 06:27:14 It is, but it's not. By the third year...<br>69/201 <font color=red>bg</font> 09-02 06:27:06-09-02 06:27:13 In 1991,<br>70/201 <font color=red>hp</font> 09-02 06:27:13-09-02 06:27:23 During the summer vacation, we went back to see him. He was ...<br>71/201 <font color=red>bg</font> 09-02 06:27:54-09-02 06:28:02 At this time, I advised him.<br>72/201 <font color=red></font> 09-02 06:27:11-09-02 06:27:14 I said that it would be okay to go on a vocational school,<br>73/201 <font color=red></font> 09-02 06:27:12-09-02 06:27:23 Or, you could join the army.<br>74/201 <font color=red>aaa</font> 09-02 06:28:39-09-02 06:28:42 Or, well, because I'm already in my third year,<br>75/201 <font color=red>n</font> 09-02 06:27:16-09-02 06:27:23 Actually, many have already graduated from college.<br>76/201 <font color=red>de</font> 09-02 06:27:17-09-02 06:27:23 You can do some small businesses with your classmates,<br>77/201 <font color=red></font> 09-02 06:27:19-09-02 06:27:23 Come and hang out with him.<br>78/201 <font color=red></font> 09-02 06:27:20-09-02 06:27:23 We didn't call it "working" back then,<br>79/201 <font color=red>xss</font> 09-02 06:27:23-09-02 06:27:33 Even if, for example, I have graduated.<br>80/201 <font color=red></font> 09-02 06:30:14-09-02 06:30:21 I have already started a small business in society,<br>81/201 <font color=red>aaa</font> 09-02 06:27:21-09-02 06:27:23 Follow me,<br>82/201 <font color=red></font> 09-02 06:27:50-09-02 06:27:53 Well, as classmates...<br>83/201 <font color=red>n</font> 09-02 06:27:25-09-02 06:27:33 Back then, we were all very simple.<br>84/201 <font color=red>bg</font> 09-02 06:27:24-09-02 06:27:33 Right?<br>85/201 <font color=red>hp</font> 09-02 06:27:27-09-02 06:27:33 He said no.<br>86/201 <font color=red></font> 09-02 06:27:28-09-02 06:27:33 Spoke in Shaanxi dialect.<br>87/201 <font color=red></font> 09-02 06:27:30-09-02 06:27:42 She said she's still using my stuff,<br>88/201 <font color=red></font> 09-02 06:27:29-09-02 06:27:33 Translate into Mandarin Chinese.<br>89/201 <font color=red>de</font> 09-02 06:27:33-09-02 06:27:42 That's what my mom said, she still wants me to take the coll...<br>90/201 <font color=red>aaa</font> 09-02 06:27:32-09-02 06:27:33 Suddenly, I found myself in his eyes.<br>91/201 <font color=red>bg</font> 09-02 06:27:34-09-02 06:27:42 He is no longer a twenty-year-old child or a young man.<br>92/201 <font color=red>n</font> 09-02 06:27:35-09-02 06:27:42 I suddenly saw the appearance of Runt.<br>93/201 <font color=red></font> 09-02 06:27:38-09-02 06:27:42 He was already red-faced at that time,<br>94/201 <font color=red>hp</font> 09-02 06:27:37-09-02 06:27:42 No longer lively eyes,<br>95/201 <font color=red></font> 09-02 06:27:40-09-02 06:27:42 Language is no longer sharp.<br>96/201 <font color=red>aaa</font> 09-02 06:27:41-09-02 06:27:42 The pace is much slower.<br>97/201 <font color=red>bg</font> 09-02 06:27:44-09-02 06:27:53 But some of my classmates said that when they watched it,<br>98/201 <font color=red>xss</font> 09-02 06:27:42-09-02 06:27:53 So, if that's the case,<br>99/201 <font color=red></font> 09-02 06:27:45-09-02 06:27:53 Oh,<br>100/201 <font color=red>n</font> 09-02 06:27:46-09-02 06:27:53 He is one year older than me.<br>101/201 <font color=red>aaa</font> 09-02 06:27:49-09-02 06:27:53 He is a graduate of the 1969 class.<br>102/201 <font color=red>n</font> 09-02 06:27:56-09-02 06:28:02 At that time, I was actually 22 years old.<br>103/201 <font color=red>de</font> 09-02 06:27:51-09-02 06:28:02 We actually don't encourage him anymore.<br>104/201 <font color=red></font> 09-02 06:27:53-09-02 06:28:02 However, if that is the case,<br>105/201 <font color=red></font> 09-02 06:27:55-09-02 06:28:02 I want to say,<br>106/201 <font color=red>aaa</font> 09-02 06:27:58-09-02 06:28:02 Are you still relying on your mother?<br>107/201 <font color=red></font> 09-02 06:27:59-09-02 06:28:02 Oh my god,<br>108/201 <font color=red>hp</font> 09-02 06:28:00-09-02 06:28:02 I think you should try again.<br>109/201 <font color=red></font> 09-02 06:28:57-09-02 06:29:03 One more time, let's try.<br>110/201 <font color=red>xss</font> 09-02 06:28:02-09-02 06:28:12 When some of our classmates left their homes,<br>111/201 <font color=red></font> 09-02 06:28:41-09-02 06:28:53 Everyone has lost their laughter and joy.<br>112/201 <font color=red>bg</font> 09-02 06:28:03-09-02 06:28:12 I feel quite bored.<br>113/201 <font color=red></font> 09-02 06:28:04-09-02 06:28:12 I feel really down,<br>114/201 <font color=red></font> 09-02 06:28:07-09-02 06:28:12 I just thought, "Why did someone who was once a big shot,<br>115/201 <font color=red>n</font> 09-02 06:28:06-09-02 06:28:12 Once filled with laughter and joy,<br>116/201 <font color=red>de</font> 09-02 06:28:08-09-02 06:28:12 Used to be full of energy,<br>117/201 <font color=red>aaa</font> 09-02 06:28:09-09-02 06:28:12 A bright-eyed young man,<br>118/201 <font color=red>hp</font> 09-02 06:28:12-09-02 06:28:21 Nowadays, it has become a timid and shrinking one.<br>119/201 <font color=red></font> 09-02 06:28:11-09-02 06:28:21 Trembling,<br>120/201 <font color=red>bg</font> 09-02 06:28:13-09-02 06:28:21 A person who doesn't speak.<br>121/201 <font color=red></font> 09-02 06:28:15-09-02 06:28:21 But we don't know,<br>122/201 <font color=red>n</font> 09-02 06:28:16-09-02 06:28:21 He was actually very self-deprecating inside.<br>123/201 <font color=red></font> 09-02 06:28:17-09-02 06:28:21 Because he saw our few 985 students,<br>124/201 <font color=red>aaa</font> 09-02 06:28:19-09-02 06:28:21 At that time, there may not have been a clear distinction be...<br>125/201 <font color=red>xss</font> 09-02 06:28:21-09-02 06:28:32 Well, when this group of people came back,<br>126/201 <font color=red>bg</font> 09-02 06:28:23-09-02 06:28:32 All are ready to move towards the future.<br>127/201 <font color=red></font> 09-02 06:28:24-09-02 06:28:32 Embrace the opportunities of the future.<br>128/201 <font color=red>de</font> 09-02 06:28:20-09-02 06:28:21 Wealth,<br>129/201 <font color=red></font> 09-02 06:28:25-09-02 06:28:32 Honor and the conditions of real work.<br>130/201 <font color=red>n</font> 09-02 06:28:26-09-02 06:28:32 I noticed that most of my classmates didn't stay in their ho...<br>131/201 <font color=red>aaa</font> 09-02 06:28:29-09-02 06:28:32 They went to places like the Deep Sadness or abroad, America...<br>132/201 <font color=red></font> 09-02 06:28:28-09-02 06:28:32 Time flies,<br>133/201 <font color=red>hp</font> 09-02 06:28:30-09-02 06:28:32 It's been a year,<br>134/201 <font color=red>de</font> 09-02 06:28:32-09-02 06:28:42 At that time, I had already graduated from university.<br>135/201 <font color=red>bg</font> 09-02 06:28:33-09-02 06:28:42 It was the year 1992, and I was twenty-two years old.<br>136/201 <font color=red></font> 09-02 06:28:34-09-02 06:28:42 When I returned to Xi'an,<br>137/201 <font color=red></font> 09-02 06:28:35-09-02 06:28:42 We met a few classmates,<br>138/201 <font color=red>hp</font> 09-02 06:28:37-09-02 06:28:42 I didn't see him first,<br>139/201 <font color=red>xss</font> 09-02 06:28:42-09-02 06:28:53 Because we were afraid to ask him how he was doing.<br>140/201 <font color=red></font> 09-02 06:28:47-09-02 06:28:53 We asked a classmate who lived in the same courtyard as us i...<br>141/201 <font color=red>n</font> 09-02 06:28:38-09-02 06:28:42 Still in progress,<br>142/201 <font color=red>bg</font> 09-02 06:28:44-09-02 06:28:53 Or, how about him?<br>143/201 <font color=red></font> 09-02 06:28:48-09-02 06:28:53 Because at that time, it was July, August, and September.<br>144/201 <font color=red>n</font> 09-02 06:28:45-09-02 06:28:53 High school entrance exam,<br>145/201 <font color=red></font> 09-02 06:29:41-09-02 06:29:49 Unlike now, in June...<br>146/201 <font color=red>hp</font> 09-02 06:29:47-09-02 06:29:49 We were graduating in early July.<br>147/201 <font color=red>aaa</font> 09-02 06:28:51-09-02 06:28:53 Therefore, whether or not you will pass the college entrance...<br>148/201 <font color=red>de</font> 09-02 06:28:50-09-02 06:28:53 Even if you get in,<br>149/201 <font color=red>hp</font> 09-02 06:28:53-09-02 06:29:03 There was no announcement.<br>150/201 <font color=red>bg</font> 09-02 06:28:54-09-02 06:29:03 So, the classmate of mine told me that...<br>151/201 <font color=red>n</font> 09-02 06:28:55-09-02 06:29:03 Oh no,<br>152/201 <font color=red>xss</font> 09-02 06:30:59-09-02 06:31:17 He seems to have taken the exam again.<br>153/201 <font color=red>aaa</font> 09-02 06:28:58-09-02 06:29:03 But every day or a few days,<br>154/201 <font color=red>de</font> 09-02 06:28:59-09-02 06:29:03 When I saw him in the courtyard,<br>155/201 <font color=red></font> 09-02 06:29:02-09-02 06:29:12 People are those who have been in the company for a long tim...<br>156/201 <font color=red>xss</font> 09-02 06:29:03-09-02 06:29:12 That kind of uniform.<br>157/201 <font color=red></font> 09-02 06:29:00-09-02 06:29:03 Green uniform.<br>158/201 <font color=red></font> 09-02 06:30:03-09-02 06:30:10 I didn't say that I would buy this thing.<br>159/201 <font color=red>bg</font> 09-02 06:29:04-09-02 06:29:12 Um,<br>160/201 <font color=red></font> 09-02 06:29:06-09-02 06:29:12 Wore a pair of military-grade boots,<br>161/201 <font color=red>hp</font> 09-02 06:29:07-09-02 06:29:12 Then carrying a backpack,<br>162/201 <font color=red>aaa</font> 09-02 06:29:08-09-02 06:29:12 Hair<br>163/201 <font color=red>bg</font> 09-02 06:29:13-09-02 06:29:23 The old man's beard is bushy and bristly,<br>164/201 <font color=red></font> 09-02 06:29:09-09-02 06:29:12 When walking, I almost don't look left or right.<br>165/201 <font color=red>de</font> 09-02 06:29:11-09-02 06:29:12 So, it's coming down,<br>166/201 <font color=red>n</font> 09-02 06:29:12-09-02 06:29:23 Four years have passed.<br>167/201 <font color=red></font> 09-02 06:29:15-09-02 06:29:23 We never saw each other again.<br>168/201 <font color=red>hp</font> 09-02 06:29:16-09-02 06:29:23 I haven't seen him again either.<br>169/201 <font color=red></font> 09-02 06:29:18-09-02 06:29:23 Of course, I later found out that he still hadn't passed the...<br>170/201 <font color=red>aaa</font> 09-02 06:29:19-09-02 06:29:23 Later, I heard that he had joined the army.<br>171/201 <font color=red></font> 09-02 06:29:20-09-02 06:29:31 But this is an expression.<br>172/201 <font color=red>de</font> 09-02 06:29:22-09-02 06:29:31 This is not necessarily the case.<br>173/201 <font color=red></font> 09-02 06:29:26-09-02 06:29:38 He also said that he and his classmates went to the south an...<br>174/201 <font color=red>bg</font> 09-02 06:29:25-09-02 06:29:31 From then on, it has been in a bearish trend.<br>175/201 <font color=red></font> 09-02 06:29:28-09-02 06:29:31 I was thinking about the most precious thing in life, which ...<br>176/201 <font color=red>hp</font> 09-02 06:29:27-09-02 06:29:31 Your passion,<br>177/201 <font color=red>n</font> 09-02 06:29:30-09-02 06:29:31 And your autonomy and self-awareness.<br>178/201 <font color=red>aaa</font> 09-02 06:29:31-09-02 06:29:40 It's really impossible to just walk past like that.<br>179/201 <font color=red>hp</font> 09-02 06:30:08-09-02 06:30:10 I know,<br>180/201 <font color=red>bg</font> 09-02 06:29:32-09-02 06:29:40 Our life,<br>181/201 <font color=red></font> 09-02 06:29:34-09-02 06:29:40 Our humanity,<br>182/201 <font color=red>hp</font> 09-02 06:29:35-09-02 06:29:40 Even in my life, I have experienced confusion.<br>183/201 <font color=red>n</font> 09-02 06:29:37-09-02 06:29:40 Experienced a brief pain,<br>184/201 <font color=red></font> 09-02 06:29:38-09-02 06:29:49 Experienced a period of being lost.<br>185/201 <font color=red>bg</font> 09-02 06:29:42-09-02 06:29:49 But I know that at that time,<br>186/201 <font color=red>de</font> 09-02 06:29:40-09-02 06:29:49 I remember,<br>187/201 <font color=red>n</font> 09-02 06:29:44-09-02 06:29:49 I told myself, as a student...<br>188/201 <font color=red>aaa</font> 09-02 06:29:45-09-02 06:29:49 I will strive,<br>189/201 <font color=red></font> 09-02 06:29:48-09-02 06:29:49 I want to find my way.<br>190/201 <font color=red>xss</font> 09-02 06:29:49-09-02 06:30:10 I would even exercise and get fit,<br>191/201 <font color=red></font> 09-02 06:30:04-09-02 06:30:10 Reading,<br>192/201 <font color=red></font> 09-02 06:29:51-09-02 06:30:00 Read any book.<br>193/201 <font color=red>bg</font> 09-02 06:29:52-09-02 06:30:00 I will never give up my independent thoughts and aspirations...<br>194/201 <font color=red>hp</font> 09-02 06:29:57-09-02 06:30:00 Therefore, you should never be the shadow of a scoundrel or ...<br>195/201 <font color=red>aaa</font> 09-02 06:30:06-09-02 06:30:10 I hope that you and those around you can change this.<br>196/201 <font color=red>aaa</font> 09-02 06:29:53-09-02 06:30:00 I hope that everyone can thrive even in the current economic...<br>197/201 <font color=red></font> 09-02 06:29:55-09-02 06:30:00 In a severely degraded environment,<br>198/201 <font color=red></font> 09-02 06:29:56-09-02 06:30:00 Don't give up hope.<br>199/201 <font color=red>n</font> 09-02 06:29:59-09-02 06:30:00 Because of the shining of every individual,<br>200/201 <font color=red>bg</font> 09-02 06:30:02-09-02 06:30:10 It is to illuminate the entire nation and move forward.<br>201/201 <font color=red>de</font> 09-02 06:30:00-09-02 06:30:10 Take a light.<br>