1/216 0.15-3.69 <font color=red>n</font> 一条视频搞懂一位作家第四期既德既德的窄门，08-30 05:38:40-08-30 05:38:45<font color=blue>A video explains the fourth episode of a writer's series, which is about both German and English.</font><br>2/216 3.81-4.41 <font color=red>jd</font> 现在非常火，08-30 05:38:41-08-30 05:38:43<font color=blue>Currently very popular,</font><br>3/216 4.59-6.99 <font color=red>aaa</font> 但很多人看不懂这本书或者读的很痛苦，08-30 05:38:42-08-30 05:38:44<font color=blue>But many people can't understand this book or find it very painful to read.</font><br>4/216 7.35-8.31 <font color=red>hp</font> 想搞懂窄门，08-30 05:38:42-08-30 05:38:45<font color=blue>How to deal with narrow doors,</font><br>5/216 8.49-9.69 <font color=red>n</font> 就不能只读窄门，08-30 05:38:43-08-30 05:38:45<font color=blue>You can only read narrow doors.</font><br>6/216 9.81-13.17 <font color=red>jd</font> 还得读他的反面贝德者以及既德自己的答案之书。08-30 05:38:44-08-30 05:38:46<font color=blue>Still read his anti-Bedes and also Bede's own answer.</font><br>7/216 13.41-14.07 <font color=red>aaa</font> 人间食粮。08-30 05:38:45-08-30 05:38:46<font color=blue>Food for humans.</font><br>8/216 14.49-15.57 <font color=red>n</font> 如果你只读窄门，08-30 05:38:46-08-30 05:38:47<font color=blue>If you only read narrow,</font><br>9/216 15.69-17.61 <font color=red>n</font> 就会觉得小说人物怎么这么拧巴。08-30 05:38:46-08-30 05:38:49<font color=blue>Then you'll feel that the characters in novels are so complex.</font><br>10/216 17.79-18.99 <font color=red>hp</font> 两个人明明很相爱，08-30 05:38:47-08-30 05:38:51<font color=blue>Two people who are clearly in love with each other,</font><br>11/216 19.23-21.33 <font color=red>aaa</font> 阿里莎干嘛非要推开杰罗姆？08-30 05:38:48-08-30 05:38:50<font color=blue>Why did Alisa have to push Jerome away?</font><br>12/216 21.51-22.59 <font color=red>jd</font> 这到底是回避刑，08-30 05:38:48-08-30 05:38:50<font color=blue>This is an evasion of punishment.</font><br>13/216 22.89-24.33 <font color=red>lx</font> 还是被宗教给荼毒了？08-30 05:38:49-08-30 05:39:00<font color=blue>Is it also being corrupted by religion?</font><br>14/216 24.57-26.31 <font color=red>n</font> 作家记德到底要表达什么？08-30 05:38:50-08-30 05:38:52<font color=blue>What does the writer want to express when writing about Germany?</font><br>15/216 26.49-27.45 <font color=red>n</font> 为了回答这个问题，08-30 05:38:51-08-30 05:38:52<font color=blue>To answer this question,</font><br>16/216 27.63-29.19 <font color=red>aaa</font> 咱们就得引入贝德者。08-30 05:38:51-08-30 05:38:53<font color=blue>We need to introduce the Bedder.</font><br>17/216 29.55-30.7 <font color=red>jd</font> 因为在这篇小说中，08-30 05:38:52-08-30 05:38:53<font color=blue>Because in this novel,</font><br>18/216 30.82-33.88 <font color=red>hp</font> 记得讲了一个几乎跟窄门完全相反的故事。08-30 05:38:53-08-30 05:38:57<font color=blue>I remember a story that was almost the opposite of "narrow door."</font><br>19/216 34.24-35.56 <font color=red>n</font> 如果说窄门是禁欲，08-30 05:38:53-08-30 05:38:56<font color=blue>If we say that narrow doors are ascetic,</font><br>20/216 35.74-36.94 <font color=red>n</font> 那贝德者就是纵欲。08-30 05:38:54-08-30 05:38:57<font color=blue>The one who indulges in pleasure is a hedonist.</font><br>21/216 37.3-38.56 <font color=red>aaa</font> 贝德者讲的是主角。08-30 05:38:55-08-30 05:38:56<font color=blue>The story is about the protagonist.</font><br>22/216 38.74-42.52 <font color=red>jd</font> 米歇尔对几个三年未见的朋友讲述发生在自己身上的事儿。08-30 05:38:55-08-30 05:38:59<font color=blue>Michel told his friends, who hadn't seen him in three years, about what had happened to him.</font><br>23/216 42.7-44.02 <font color=red>n</font> 他从刚结婚时讲起，08-30 05:38:56-08-30 05:38:58<font color=blue>He started by talking about when he first got married.</font><br>24/216 44.26-46.42 <font color=red>aaa</font> 当时他正和妻子去新婚旅行，08-30 05:38:57-08-30 05:38:59<font color=blue>At that time, he was on a honeymoon trip with his wife.</font><br>25/216 46.6-47.8 <font color=red>hp</font> 但他的身体很不好。08-30 05:38:58-08-30 05:39:00<font color=blue>But his body is not good.</font><br>26/216 48.1-48.94 <font color=red>n</font> 在旅行过程中，08-30 05:38:58-08-30 05:38:59<font color=blue>During travel,</font><br>27/216 49.06-49.96 <font color=red>n</font> 甚至吐血了，08-30 05:38:59-08-30 05:39:00<font color=blue>I even bled,</font><br>28/216 50.2-51.28 <font color=red>jd</font> 一度生命垂危。08-30 05:39:00-08-30 05:39:02<font color=blue>Once in critical condition.</font><br>29/216 51.52-53.08 <font color=red>n</font> 好在妻子无微不至的照顾，08-30 05:39:01-08-30 05:39:02<font color=blue>Fortunately, my wife's meticulous care.</font><br>30/216 53.2-54.64 <font color=red>aaa</font> 他才从病危中康复。08-30 05:39:01-08-30 05:39:03<font color=blue>He has just recovered from a critical condition.</font><br>31/216 54.94-56.86 <font color=red>n</font> 那这段经历对他的影响非常大。08-30 05:39:02-08-30 05:39:04<font color=blue>This experience had a profound impact on him.</font><br>32/216 57.16-59.8 <font color=red>lx</font> 米歇尔过去的人生都是按部就班的，08-30 05:39:03-08-30 05:39:15<font color=blue>Michel's past life was orderly and predictable.</font><br>33/216 60.02-62.15 <font color=red>hp</font> 他很早就开始研究语言和历史。08-30 05:39:03-08-30 05:39:07<font color=blue>He started studying languages and history at a young age.</font><br>34/216 62.74-64.24 <font color=red>xss</font> 如果没有这次死力逃生，08-30 05:39:04-08-30 05:39:26<font color=blue>Without this desperate escape,</font><br>35/216 64.48-66.46 <font color=red>jd</font> 他就会一直沿着这条路走下去。08-30 05:39:05-08-30 05:39:06<font color=blue>He will continue to walk down this road.</font><br>36/216 66.7-68.32 <font color=red>n</font> 但和死亡擦肩而过后，08-30 05:39:05-08-30 05:39:06<font color=blue>But after narrowly escaping death,</font><br>37/216 68.5-69.34 <font color=red>aaa</font> 米歇尔变了。08-30 05:39:06-08-30 05:39:07<font color=blue>Michelle changed.</font><br>38/216 69.52-71.86 <font color=red>n</font> 他觉得自己之前并不是在真正的生活，08-30 05:39:07-08-30 05:39:09<font color=blue>He felt that he hadn't been truly living before.</font><br>39/216 72.22-75.28 <font color=red>jd</font> 甚至觉得自己原先交往和接触的那些人，08-30 05:39:07-08-30 05:39:09<font color=blue>Even those people I used to date and interact with,</font><br>40/216 75.58-77.08 <font color=red>n</font> 也都是徒有生活的样子。08-30 05:39:08-08-30 05:39:10<font color=blue>They are all just living in a fantasy.</font><br>41/216 77.56-78.16 <font color=red>aaa</font> 在他看来，08-30 05:39:09-08-30 05:39:10<font color=blue>In his view,</font><br>42/216 78.28-81.21 <font color=red>hp</font> 这些人都被知识和教育给包裹住了得，08-30 05:39:10-08-30 05:39:13<font color=blue>All of them are wrapped in knowledge and education.</font><br>43/216 81.27-83.25 <font color=red>bg</font> 把这些外在的涂层都弄掉，08-30 05:39:10-08-30 05:39:44<font color=blue>Remove all these external coatings.</font><br>44/216 83.73-86.25 <font color=red>jd</font> 才能露出里面那个真实的鲜火的人。08-30 05:39:11-08-30 05:39:13<font color=blue>Only then can the true fire within be revealed.</font><br>45/216 86.66-88.88 <font color=red>n</font> 米歇尔彻底否定了过去的生活，08-30 05:39:12-08-30 05:39:13<font color=blue>Michelle completely denied her past life.</font><br>46/216 89.18-92.12 <font color=red>aaa</font> 开始去追求他眼中的真正的快乐和自由，08-30 05:39:12-08-30 05:39:14<font color=blue>Start to pursue the true happiness and freedom that he sees,</font><br>47/216 92.48-95.36 <font color=red>jd</font> 这种追求最终发展到了一种自私的地步。08-30 05:39:14-08-30 05:39:15<font color=blue>This pursuit has eventually reached a selfish level.</font><br>48/216 95.6-96.86 <font color=red>n</font> 他不顾妻子生病，08-30 05:39:14-08-30 05:39:16<font color=blue>He disregarded his wife's illness,</font><br>49/216 97.16-98.24 <font color=red>hp</font> 带着他到处奔波，08-30 05:39:15-08-30 05:39:18<font color=blue>Accompanying him everywhere,</font><br>50/216 98.7-100.93 <font color=red>n</font> 最后也导致了妻子的死在小说。08-30 05:39:16-08-30 05:39:18<font color=blue>Ultimately, it also led to the wife's death in the novel.</font><br>51/216 101.11-101.29 <font color=red>aaa</font> 最后，08-30 05:39:16-08-30 05:39:17<font color=blue>Finally,</font><br>52/216 101.47-102.49 <font color=red>lx</font> 米歇尔对朋友们说，08-30 05:39:17-08-30 05:39:24<font color=blue>Michel said to his friends,</font><br>53/216 102.94-104.35 <font color=red>jd</font> 现在把我从这里带走，08-30 05:39:18-08-30 05:39:19<font color=blue>Take me away from here now.</font><br>54/216 104.65-105.97 <font color=red>n</font> 赋予我生存的意义吧，08-30 05:39:19-08-30 05:39:20<font color=blue>Give me a reason to live,</font><br>55/216 106.27-107.77 <font color=red>aaa</font> 我自己再也找不到了。08-30 05:39:19-08-30 05:39:21<font color=blue>I can't find it anymore.</font><br>56/216 108.01-111.67 <font color=red>hp</font> 我有了这种无数使用的自由日子反倒更难过。08-30 05:39:20-08-30 05:39:24<font color=blue>I find that having so many free days is actually harder than I thought.</font><br>57/216 112.2-115.5 <font color=red>n</font> 小说中米歇尔的形象和窄门中的阿丽莎有相似，08-30 05:39:21-08-30 05:39:24<font color=blue>In the novel, Michelle's image and Alice in Narrow Door have similarities.</font><br>58/216 115.68-116.22 <font color=red>jd</font> 也有相反。08-30 05:39:21-08-30 05:39:22<font color=blue>Also, there are opposite ones.</font><br>59/216 116.46-118.08 <font color=red>n</font> 相反的地方很容易看出来，08-30 05:39:22-08-30 05:39:24<font color=blue>It's easy to spot the differences.</font><br>60/216 118.26-119.52 <font color=red>aaa</font> 他们一个压抑了自己，08-30 05:39:23-08-30 05:39:24<font color=blue>They suppressed themselves.</font><br>61/216 119.7-120.6 <font color=red>de</font> 一个放纵了自己。08-30 05:39:23-08-30 05:39:50<font color=blue>A self-indulgent person.</font><br>62/216 121.03-121.6 <font color=red>jd</font> 在宅文中，08-30 05:39:24-08-30 05:39:25<font color=blue>In the text,</font><br>63/216 121.84-123.16 <font color=red>aaa</font> 阿丽莎投向了宗教。08-30 05:39:25-08-30 05:39:26<font color=blue>Alice turned to religion.</font><br>64/216 123.4-123.7 <font color=red>de</font> 他认为，08-30 05:39:26-08-30 05:39:47<font color=blue>He believes that,</font><br>65/216 123.82-127.24 <font color=red>n</font> 杰罗姆原本可以从上帝那儿获得真正的幸福，08-30 05:39:26-08-30 05:39:28<font color=blue>Jerome could have obtained true happiness from God,</font><br>66/216 127.7-128.87 <font color=red>lx</font> 但因为杰罗姆爱他，08-30 05:39:27-08-30 05:39:34<font color=blue>But because Jerome loved him,</font><br>67/216 129.11-130.13 <font color=red>n</font> 那种爱大过了。08-30 05:39:28-08-30 05:39:29<font color=blue>That's too much love.</font><br>68/216 130.19-130.91 <font color=red>hp</font> 对上帝的爱，08-30 05:39:28-08-30 05:39:30<font color=blue>Love for God,</font><br>69/216 131.15-132.71 <font color=red>jd</font> 所以他宁愿牺牲掉自己，08-30 05:39:29-08-30 05:39:30<font color=blue>So he was willing to sacrifice himself.</font><br>70/216 132.83-135.47 <font color=red>aaa</font> 也要让杰罗姆去获得那个更完满，08-30 05:39:30-08-30 05:39:31<font color=blue>Also, make Jerome get that more complete one.</font><br>71/216 135.65-136.61 <font color=red>xss</font> 更永恒的幸福。08-30 05:39:30-08-30 05:39:48<font color=blue>Eternal happiness.</font><br>72/216 137.14-138.01 <font color=red>n</font> 而在被得者中，08-30 05:39:31-08-30 05:39:33<font color=blue>Among those who have obtained it,</font><br>73/216 138.41-139.88 <font color=red>n</font> 米歇尔是拒绝宗教的，08-30 05:39:32-08-30 05:39:33<font color=blue>Michel is an atheist.</font><br>74/216 139.94-142.16 <font color=red>jd</font> 他生病时也不让妻子为自己祈祷，08-30 05:44:33-08-30 05:44:35<font color=blue>He didn't allow his wife to pray for him when he was sick.</font><br>75/216 142.4-144.26 <font color=red>jd</font> 而他享乐时的各种行为，08-30 05:39:33-08-30 05:39:34<font color=blue>And his various behaviors when enjoying pleasure,</font><br>76/216 144.44-146.42 <font color=red>hp</font> 更是直接违背了宗教的教义。08-30 05:39:33-08-30 05:39:36<font color=blue>It also directly contradicts religious teachings.</font><br>77/216 146.78-147.8 <font color=red>aaa</font> 在这两部小说中，08-30 05:39:34-08-30 05:39:35<font color=blue>In these two novels,</font><br>78/216 148.16-149.84 <font color=red>n</font> 宗教它既是宗教本身，08-30 05:39:35-08-30 05:39:37<font color=blue>Religion is both a religion itself,</font><br>79/216 150.02-150.92 <font color=red>n</font> 又是一种象征，08-30 05:39:35-08-30 05:39:36<font color=blue>Another symbol,</font><br>80/216 151.41-154.44 <font color=red>lx</font> 它象征着一套人性的枷锁一条传统的道路。08-30 05:39:36-08-30 05:39:48<font color=blue>It symbolizes a set of human shackles and a traditional path.</font><br>81/216 154.91-158.03 <font color=red>jd</font> 结果在既德的笔下套上枷锁的阿丽莎死了，08-30 05:39:37-08-30 05:39:39<font color=blue>In the end, Alice, who was shackled by the pen of the German, died.</font><br>82/216 158.48-161.12 <font color=red>aaa</font> 摘下枷锁的米歇尔又导致了妻子的死。08-30 05:39:37-08-30 05:39:40<font color=blue>Michel, who had freed himself from the shackles, caused his wife's death.</font><br>83/216 161.59-163.63 <font color=red>hp</font> 他们明明选择了不一样的道路，08-30 05:39:38-08-30 05:39:40<font color=blue>They chose different paths,</font><br>84/216 163.81-166.03 <font color=red>n</font> 但最终抵达的却都不是幸福，08-30 05:39:39-08-30 05:39:41<font color=blue>But in the end, they didn't find happiness.</font><br>85/216 166.48-167.38 <font color=red>n</font> 这是为什么呢？08-30 05:39:39-08-30 05:39:40<font color=blue>Why is this?</font><br>86/216 167.56-169.84 <font color=red>jd</font> 其实这才是记得想要探讨的主题。08-30 05:39:40-08-30 05:39:42<font color=blue>This is actually the topic I wanted to discuss.</font><br>87/216 170.36-173.09 <font color=red>aaa</font> 他在两部小说中分别塑造了两个极端，08-30 05:39:41-08-30 05:39:42<font color=blue>He created two extremes in two novels,</font><br>88/216 173.39-175.55 <font color=red>hp</font> 借此向读者抛出一个尖锐的问题，08-30 05:39:41-08-30 05:39:44<font color=blue>This raises a sharp question for the reader,</font><br>89/216 175.97-177.89 <font color=red>n</font> 到底什么才是幸福人，08-30 05:39:42-08-30 05:39:43<font color=blue>What is happiness?</font><br>90/216 178.01-179.93 <font color=red>n</font> 又该如何抵达这种幸福？08-30 05:39:43-08-30 05:39:44<font color=blue>How else can one achieve this happiness?</font><br>91/216 180.44-181.28 <font color=red>jd</font> 这里补充一点，08-30 05:39:43-08-30 05:39:45<font color=blue>I would like to add one more thing.</font><br>92/216 181.46-184.46 <font color=red>aaa</font> 记得的这两部小说和他自己的人生息息相关，08-30 05:39:44-08-30 05:39:46<font color=blue>These two novels are closely related to the author's life and memories.</font><br>93/216 184.7-186.08 <font color=red>n</font> 他从小就热爱文学，08-30 05:39:45-08-30 05:39:47<font color=blue>He has always loved literature since he was a child.</font><br>94/216 186.38-187.94 <font color=red>bg</font> 从中享受到很大的自由，08-30 05:39:46-08-30 05:40:13<font color=blue>Enjoy a lot of freedom,</font><br>95/216 188.24-190.52 <font color=red>hp</font> 但他的母亲却是虔诚的宗教徒，08-30 05:39:47-08-30 05:39:50<font color=blue>But his mother was a devout religious person.</font><br>96/216 190.97-192.68 <font color=red>jd</font> 给基德带上了重重的枷锁，08-30 05:39:47-08-30 05:39:49<font color=blue>Putting heavy shackles on Kid,</font><br>97/216 193.04-194.0 <font color=red>aaa</font> 贝德者和窄门，08-30 05:39:48-08-30 05:39:49<font color=blue>The bed and the narrow door,</font><br>98/216 194.12-196.7 <font color=red>de</font> 于是分别从自由和境遇这两条路出发，08-30 05:39:48-08-30 05:40:32<font color=blue>Therefore, they embarked on two different paths: freedom and fate.</font><br>99/216 196.94-198.56 <font color=red>n</font> 去极致的推演和探讨。08-30 05:39:49-08-30 05:39:51<font color=blue>Go to the extreme of exploration and discussion.</font><br>100/216 198.98-199.46 <font color=red>n</font> 回到作品，08-30 05:39:50-08-30 05:39:51<font color=blue>Back to the work,</font><br>101/216 199.64-203.18 <font color=red>lx</font> 阿丽莎和米歇尔相似的地方在于他俩都很反复，08-30 05:39:50-08-30 05:40:04<font color=blue>Alice and Michelle have something in common: they are both very persistent.</font><br>102/216 203.42-204.92 <font color=red>xss</font> 或者说拧巴纠结。08-30 05:39:51-08-30 05:40:39<font color=blue>Or, to put it another way, being in a state of internal conflict or indecision.</font><br>103/216 205.38-208.38 <font color=red>jd</font> 他们都不是一上来就坚定的选择了自己想走的路，08-30 05:39:52-08-30 05:39:54<font color=blue>They didn't all immediately choose the path they wanted to take.</font><br>104/216 208.62-212.64 <font color=red>aaa</font> 而是在不断的挣扎中误以为自己最终选对了一条路。08-30 05:39:52-08-30 05:39:56<font color=blue>However, in the process of struggling and striving, he mistakenly believed that he had finally chosen the right path.</font><br>105/216 213.05-215.029 <font color=red>de</font> 我并不是说这种拧巴是错的，08-30 05:39:53-08-30 05:40:32<font color=blue>I'm not saying that this awkwardness is wrong,</font><br>106/216 215.15-217.19 <font color=red>hp</font> 实际上人就是很拧巴很矛盾的。08-30 05:39:54-08-30 05:39:57<font color=blue>In fact, humans are very complex and contradictory.</font><br>107/216 217.56-217.68 <font color=red>n</font> 所以，08-30 05:39:54-08-30 05:39:55<font color=blue>Therefore,</font><br>108/216 217.86-221.16 <font color=red>aaa</font> 既德的作品在今天来看是很有当下性的，08-30 05:44:56-08-30 05:44:56<font color=blue>JiDeDeZuoPinZaiJinTianLaiKanShiHenYouDangXiaXingDe，</font><br>109/216 221.28-224.94 <font color=red>jd</font> 现代人也总是在及时行乐和延迟满足中摇摆不定。08-30 05:39:55-08-30 05:39:58<font color=blue>Modern people are constantly wavering between instant gratification and delayed gratification.</font><br>110/216 225.24-227.88 <font color=red>n</font> 有人觉得年轻就应该多去看看外面的世界。08-30 05:39:56-08-30 05:39:59<font color=blue>Some people believe that young people should go out and see the world.</font><br>111/216 228.29-229.01 <font color=red>n</font> 也有人认为，08-30 05:39:57-08-30 05:39:58<font color=blue>Some people also believe that,</font><br>112/216 229.25-230.51 <font color=red>aaa</font> 在能挣钱的阶段，08-30 05:39:57-08-30 05:39:59<font color=blue>In the stage of earning money,</font><br>113/216 230.63-232.25 <font color=red>hp</font> 要尽可能多的积累财富，08-30 05:39:58-08-30 05:40:01<font color=blue>To accumulate as much wealth as possible,</font><br>114/216 232.55-235.19 <font color=red>jd</font> 你能说哪种想法就一定是正确的吗？08-30 05:39:59-08-30 05:40:00<font color=blue>Can any idea be considered correct?</font><br>115/216 235.61-235.91 <font color=red>n</font> 事实上，08-30 05:39:59-08-30 05:40:00<font color=blue>In fact,</font><br>116/216 236.03-238.67 <font color=red>aaa</font> 在持有两种想法的人中都有过得好，08-30 05:40:00-08-30 05:40:02<font color=blue>In both people who have two ideas,</font><br>117/216 238.79-239.99 <font color=red>n</font> 也都有过得不好的人。08-30 05:40:01-08-30 05:40:04<font color=blue>Also, there have been people who haven't had it easy.</font><br>118/216 240.34-244.9 <font color=red>n</font> 还有很多人今天觉得这个对明天觉得那个对他们就是在纠结在反复。08-30 05:40:01-08-30 05:40:05<font color=blue>Many people are still struggling and repeating today, wondering which one is right for them tomorrow.</font><br>119/216 245.2-247.24 <font color=red>jd</font> 所以生活中其实有很多阿丽莎，08-30 05:40:02-08-30 05:40:04<font color=blue>So in life, there are actually many Alisas.</font><br>120/216 247.42-250.06 <font color=red>hp</font> 也有很多米歇尔只是大家不自知罢了，08-30 05:40:02-08-30 05:40:07<font color=blue>Many people just don't realize it, but Michelle is also one of them.</font><br>121/216 250.38-251.97 <font color=red>aaa</font> 就就像有人拼死拼活工作，08-30 05:40:03-08-30 05:40:04<font color=blue>Just like someone is working hard,</font><br>122/216 252.15-253.35 <font color=red>jd</font> 最终什么也没享受到，08-30 05:40:04-08-30 05:40:06<font color=blue>In the end, nothing was enjoyed.</font><br>123/216 253.47-255.27 <font color=red>n</font> 人就走了也有人到处旅居。08-30 05:40:05-08-30 05:40:07<font color=blue>People have left, and some people travel around.</font><br>124/216 255.69-256.47 <font color=red>lx</font> 看似很自由，08-30 05:40:05-08-30 05:40:12<font color=blue>Seemingly very free,</font><br>125/216 256.71-258.03 <font color=red>aaa</font> 内心却依然很空洞，08-30 05:40:06-08-30 05:40:07<font color=blue>My heart is still empty,</font><br>126/216 258.21-258.63 <font color=red>n</font> 很迷惘。08-30 05:40:07-08-30 05:40:08<font color=blue>I'm lost.</font><br>127/216 259.06-260.26 <font color=red>jd</font> 在这种困境下，08-30 05:40:07-08-30 05:40:09<font color=blue>In this predicament,</font><br>128/216 260.44-262.06 <font color=red>n</font> 记得的作品给了我们答案吗？08-30 05:40:08-08-30 05:40:09<font color=blue>Did the works we remembered give us answers?</font><br>129/216 262.3-263.5 <font color=red>aaa</font> 我在视频开头提到，08-30 05:40:09-08-30 05:40:10<font color=blue>I mentioned in the video introduction,</font><br>130/216 263.68-266.08 <font color=red>hp</font> 记得有一本答案之书叫人间食粮，08-30 05:40:09-08-30 05:40:14<font color=blue>I remember a book called "Human Food", which was about the food we eat.</font><br>131/216 266.38-268.06 <font color=red>n</font> 这是一本折私性的散文。08-30 05:40:10-08-30 05:40:11<font color=blue>This is a private essay.</font><br>132/216 268.24-273.88 <font color=red>jd</font> 他在国内的版本通常会把记得老年时写的那本新食粮也一起编进去。08-30 05:40:11-08-30 05:40:13<font color=blue>In the domestic versions, it often includes the new cookbook that I wrote when I was young.</font><br>133/216 274.24-274.9 <font color=red>n</font> 从这本书里，08-30 05:40:11-08-30 05:40:12<font color=blue>From this book,</font><br>134/216 274.96-277.36 <font color=red>aaa</font> 你会明白记得到底要表达什么？08-30 05:40:12-08-30 05:40:14<font color=blue>How do you figure out what to say?</font><br>135/216 277.54-280.3 <font color=red>n</font> 比如人间食粮里有这么一段我非常喜欢的话，08-30 05:40:12-08-30 05:40:16<font color=blue>For example, there is a passage in the food we eat that I really like:</font><br>136/216 280.72-283.3 <font color=red>n</font> 永远不要试图去未来中寻求过去。08-30 05:40:13-08-30 05:40:16<font color=blue>Never try to seek the past in the future.</font><br>137/216 283.6-286.18 <font color=red>lx</font> 要抓住每一瞬间互不相同的新东西，08-30 05:40:14-08-30 05:40:24<font color=blue>To seize every moment and discover new things,</font><br>138/216 286.62-287.88 <font color=red>bg</font> 不要准备你的快乐。08-30 05:40:14-08-30 05:40:42<font color=blue>Don't prepare your happiness.</font><br>139/216 288.06-290.28 <font color=red>jd</font> 要知道在你准备获得快乐的地方，08-30 05:40:15-08-30 05:40:17<font color=blue>To know where you are going to find happiness,</font><br>140/216 290.4-292.14 <font color=red>aaa</font> 你会意外的获得别的欢乐。08-30 05:40:16-08-30 05:40:17<font color=blue>You will unexpectedly gain other joys.</font><br>141/216 292.54-295.72 <font color=red>hp</font> 你难道不懂得一切幸福都来自机遇幸福，08-30 05:40:16-08-30 05:40:22<font color=blue>Don't you understand that all happiness comes from opportunity, and happiness is a result of it?</font><br>142/216 295.9-299.02 <font color=red>n</font> 每时每刻都会像路边的乞丐一样出现在你面前。08-30 05:40:17-08-30 05:40:20<font color=blue>They appear before you like beggars on the roadside at any time.</font><br>143/216 299.44-302.38 <font color=red>n</font> 要是你觉得你所梦想的幸福不是这样的，08-30 05:40:18-08-30 05:40:21<font color=blue>If you think that the happiness you dream of is not like this,</font><br>144/216 302.56-304.42 <font color=red>jd</font> 因而断言你的幸福已经死亡。08-30 05:40:18-08-30 05:40:20<font color=blue>Therefore, I assert that your happiness is dead.</font><br>145/216 304.72-307.78 <font color=red>aaa</font> 你只接受符合你的原则和心愿的幸福，08-30 05:40:19-08-30 05:40:21<font color=blue>You only accept happiness that conforms to your principles and desires.</font><br>146/216 308.21-311.34 <font color=red>jd</font> 那么你就会落得不幸幻想明天是一种快乐，08-30 05:40:21-08-30 05:40:23<font color=blue>Then you will fall into the misfortune of fantasizing that tomorrow will be a happy day,</font><br>147/216 311.52-313.98 <font color=red>n</font> 但明天的快乐不同于幻想的快乐。08-30 05:40:21-08-30 05:40:24<font color=blue>But tomorrow's happiness is different from the happiness of fantasy.</font><br>148/216 314.47-316.93 <font color=red>aaa</font> 幸好没有任何事物与幻想的相同，08-30 05:40:22-08-30 05:40:24<font color=blue>Fortunately, there is nothing that exactly matches the imagination.</font><br>149/216 317.23-317.89 <font color=red>n</font> 唯棋不同，08-30 05:40:22-08-30 05:40:24<font color=blue>Chess is different.</font><br>150/216 318.07-319.51 <font color=red>hp</font> 每件事物才有其价值。08-30 05:40:23-08-30 05:40:25<font color=blue>Everything has its value.</font><br>151/216 319.99-322.09 <font color=red>jd</font> 这里记得提供的其实不是一个答案，08-30 05:40:24-08-30 05:40:26<font color=blue>Here, what is provided is not an answer.</font><br>152/216 322.21-323.59 <font color=red>aaa</font> 而是一种思考的方式。08-30 05:40:24-08-30 05:40:26<font color=blue>It is a way of thinking.</font><br>153/216 323.95-325.45 <font color=red>n</font> 无论是阿丽莎还是米歇尔，08-30 05:40:25-08-30 05:40:27<font color=blue>Whether it's Alice or Michelle,</font><br>154/216 325.57-326.6 <font color=red>n</font> 都认定了幸福，08-30 05:40:26-08-30 05:40:27<font color=blue>All have defined happiness,</font><br>155/216 326.78-328.46 <font color=red>lx</font> 就应该是某一种具体的样子，08-30 05:40:26-08-30 05:40:34<font color=blue>This should be a specific appearance.</font><br>156/216 328.64-330.02 <font color=red>hp</font> 只要不符合那个样子的，08-30 05:40:27-08-30 05:40:31<font color=blue>As long as it doesn't conform to that appearance,</font><br>157/216 330.14-330.8 <font color=red>aaa</font> 就不是幸福。08-30 05:40:28-08-30 05:40:29<font color=blue>Then it's not happiness.</font><br>158/216 331.16-335.72 <font color=red>jd</font> 而一旦你把原本无限的可能性给压缩成单调的唯一答案，08-30 05:40:28-08-30 05:40:30<font color=blue>Once you compress the original infinite possibilities into a single, monotonous answer,</font><br>159/216 335.96-337.46 <font color=red>n</font> 那么不管你的答案是什么，08-30 05:40:29-08-30 05:40:31<font color=blue>So, no matter what your answer is,</font><br>160/216 337.58-339.08 <font color=red>n</font> 世界都会瞬间枯萎，08-30 05:40:29-08-30 05:40:31<font color=blue>The world will instantly wither.</font><br>161/216 339.26-340.88 <font color=red>aaa</font> 你自然也就很难获得幸福。08-30 05:40:30-08-30 05:40:32<font color=blue>You will naturally have a hard time getting happiness.</font><br>162/216 341.3-343.46 <font color=red>jd</font> 因为你为了得到某一个具体的幸福，08-30 05:40:31-08-30 05:40:33<font color=blue>Because you are pursuing a specific happiness,</font><br>163/216 343.64-347.78 <font color=red>hp</font> 已经提前把遇到其他所有幸福的可能性都给放弃了。08-30 05:40:32-08-30 05:40:35<font color=blue>I have already given up on all other possibilities of happiness.</font><br>164/216 348.2-349.82 <font color=red>n</font> 上面那段话是二十八岁的，08-30 05:40:32-08-30 05:40:36<font color=blue>The sentence above is from a 28-year-old.</font><br>165/216 349.94-351.56 <font color=red>aaa</font> 记得在人间食粮里写的。08-30 05:40:34-08-30 05:40:36<font color=blue>Remember, it was written in the book "Food for Humanity".</font><br>166/216 351.9-353.28 <font color=red>de</font> 到了他六十六岁的时候，08-30 05:40:34-08-30 05:41:05<font color=blue>When he was sixty-six years old,</font><br>167/216 353.4-354.9 <font color=red>de</font> 他在新食粮里写的是，08-30 05:40:35-08-30 05:41:04<font color=blue>He wrote in the new diet that,</font><br>168/216 355.42-356.38 <font color=red>jd</font> 随着年龄的增长，08-30 05:40:35-08-30 05:40:36<font color=blue>As you age,</font><br>169/216 356.5-358.18 <font color=red>lx</font> 我感觉到的不是欲望的减退，08-30 05:40:36-08-30 05:40:46<font color=blue>I don't feel the decline of desire,</font><br>170/216 358.42-359.14 <font color=red>hp</font> 也不是艳逆。08-30 05:40:37-08-30 05:40:39<font color=blue>Not a reverse.</font><br>171/216 359.38-360.94 <font color=red>aaa</font> 可是在我贪婪的嘴唇上，08-30 05:40:37-08-30 05:40:39<font color=blue>It was on my greedy lips,</font><br>172/216 361.12-363.76 <font color=red>n</font> 往往现出快乐过快衰竭的迹象。08-30 05:40:38-08-30 05:40:40<font color=blue>Often show signs of happiness that quickly fades.</font><br>173/216 364.18-366.1 <font color=red>n</font> 我觉得战友不如追求可贵，08-30 05:40:39-08-30 05:40:41<font color=blue>I think comrades are less important than pursuing goals.</font><br>174/216 366.4-368.2 <font color=red>jd</font> 我最终越来越宁愿交渴，08-30 05:40:39-08-30 05:40:41<font color=blue>I eventually preferred to be thirsty.</font><br>175/216 368.5-369.22 <font color=red>aaa</font> 而不是解渴，08-30 05:40:40-08-30 05:40:41<font color=blue>Instead of quenching thirst,</font><br>176/216 369.68-370.7 <font color=red>hp</font> 宁愿向往快乐，08-30 05:40:41-08-30 05:40:43<font color=blue>Rather than longing for happiness,</font><br>177/216 370.82-371.9 <font color=red>xss</font> 而不是享受快乐，08-30 05:40:41-08-30 05:41:01<font color=blue>Instead of enjoying happiness,</font><br>178/216 372.25-373.93 <font color=red>de</font> 宁愿让爱情无限扩展，08-30 05:50:46-08-30 05:50:59<font color=blue>I'd rather let love expand endlessly,</font><br>179/216 374.11-375.61 <font color=red>n</font> 而不是得到爱情的满足。08-30 05:40:42-08-30 05:40:44<font color=blue>Instead of getting the satisfaction from love.</font><br>180/216 376.18-379.36 <font color=red>jd</font> 这段话看上去和二十八岁时的观点截然不同，08-30 05:40:43-08-30 05:40:46<font color=blue>This statement seems to be completely different from the views of a 28-year-old.</font><br>181/216 379.76-380.87 <font color=red>aaa</font> 但内核是一样的，08-30 05:40:44-08-30 05:40:45<font color=blue>But the core is the same.</font><br>182/216 380.99-382.55 <font color=red>n</font> 基德依然在追求快乐，08-30 05:40:44-08-30 05:40:45<font color=blue>Kid is still pursuing happiness.</font><br>183/216 382.79-384.95 <font color=red>bg</font> 只是他不再贪恋快乐被满足。08-30 05:40:45-08-30 05:41:23<font color=blue>He no longer craved pleasure and satisfaction.</font><br>184/216 385.37-387.65 <font color=red>hp</font> 因为那个被满足的瞬间是很短暂的，08-30 05:40:46-08-30 05:40:48<font color=blue>Because that moment of satisfaction is fleeting,</font><br>185/216 387.99-390.84 <font color=red>n</font> 记得转而认为追求本身它也是一种快乐。08-30 05:40:46-08-30 05:40:50<font color=blue>Remember, it was once thought that the pursuit itself is a kind of happiness.</font><br>186/216 391.08-393.37 <font color=red>n</font> 因为追求他是一个正在发生的行为，08-30 05:40:47-08-30 05:40:49<font color=blue>Because pursuing him is an ongoing process.</font><br>187/216 393.43-394.45 <font color=red>aaa</font> 它和当下有关，08-30 05:40:47-08-30 05:40:49<font color=blue>It is relevant to the present day.</font><br>188/216 394.69-396.25 <font color=red>jd</font> 所以这种快乐更绵长，08-30 05:40:48-08-30 05:40:51<font color=blue>Therefore, this happiness is more lasting.</font><br>189/216 396.43-397.09 <font color=red>lx</font> 也更开放。08-30 05:40:49-08-30 05:40:53<font color=blue>More open.</font><br>190/216 397.39-403.57 <font color=red>hp</font> 他依然是在面对无限记得的这种宁愿交客和阿丽莎的那种主动压抑是完全不同的。08-30 05:40:49-08-30 05:40:56<font color=blue>He was still facing a different kind of situation, one where he had to actively suppress the urge to connect with old clients and Alice.</font><br>191/216 403.81-405.61 <font color=red>aaa</font> 因为阿丽莎相信的是窄门，08-30 05:40:50-08-30 05:40:51<font color=blue>Because Alice believes in the narrow gate,</font><br>192/216 406.03-408.37 <font color=red>n</font> 窄门就意味着抹杀无限和可能性。08-30 05:40:51-08-30 05:40:53<font color=blue>Narrow doors mean eliminating infinity and possibilities.</font><br>193/216 408.67-411.37 <font color=red>n</font> 所以如果我们用眼下的生活去类比的话，08-30 05:40:51-08-30 05:40:54<font color=blue>So, if we compare this to our current lives,</font><br>194/216 411.67-414.85 <font color=red>jd</font> 记得更看重的并不是选择哪一种具体的生活，08-30 05:40:52-08-30 05:40:54<font color=blue>What's more important is not choosing a specific lifestyle,</font><br>195/216 415.21-417.19 <font color=red>aaa</font> 而是你是否放弃了可能性。08-30 05:40:53-08-30 05:40:54<font color=blue>But have you given up on the possibility?</font><br>196/216 417.55-418.63 <font color=red>n</font> 举个最简单的例子，08-30 05:40:54-08-30 05:40:55<font color=blue>Here's a simple example,</font><br>197/216 418.87-422.3 <font color=red>lx</font> 当一个人坚定的认为同事绝对不可能成为朋友时，08-30 05:40:55-08-30 05:41:18<font color=blue>When a person firmly believes that a colleague is absolutely incapable of being a friend,</font><br>198/216 422.6-426.74 <font color=red>n</font> 那他就相当于主动放弃了和同事成为朋友的这种可能性。08-30 05:40:55-08-30 05:40:58<font color=blue>That means he's essentially giving up the possibility of becoming friends with his colleagues.</font><br>199/216 427.21-429.85 <font color=red>jd</font> 可这个世界上一定有人和同事成为了朋友，08-30 05:40:56-08-30 05:40:58<font color=blue>But there must be people in the world who become friends with their colleagues.</font><br>200/216 430.03-431.65 <font color=red>aaa</font> 也有人和异性成为了朋友。08-30 05:40:56-08-30 05:40:58<font color=blue>Some people also became friends with someone of the opposite sex.</font><br>201/216 431.89-434.23 <font color=red>n</font> 但对于那些绝对不相信的人来说，08-30 05:40:57-08-30 05:40:59<font color=blue>But for those who absolutely don't believe,</font><br>202/216 434.47-437.23 <font color=red>hp</font> 他们依然会质疑这些并不是真正的朋友。08-30 05:40:58-08-30 05:41:01<font color=blue>They will still doubt these are not true friends.</font><br>203/216 437.47-438.79 <font color=red>jd</font> 就像阿丽莎和米歇尔，08-30 05:40:59-08-30 05:41:00<font color=blue>Like Alice and Michelle,</font><br>204/216 438.97-441.61 <font color=red>aaa</font> 他们质疑别的那些都不是真正的幸福。08-30 05:40:59-08-30 05:41:01<font color=blue>They question whether the others are truly happy.</font><br>205/216 442.13-446.99 <font color=red>n</font> 而一个人如果始终用这种否定各种可能性的方式来生活，08-30 05:41:00-08-30 05:41:04<font color=blue>If a person always lives in such a way of denying all possibilities,</font><br>206/216 447.29-449.81 <font color=red>n</font> 那么他所面对的自然就是一个很单调、08-30 05:41:01-08-30 05:41:04<font color=blue>So, what he faced was a very monotonous one.</font><br>207/216 449.99-450.95 <font color=red>jd</font> 很狭窄的世界。08-30 05:41:01-08-30 05:41:02<font color=blue>Narrow world.</font><br>208/216 451.25-452.81 <font color=red>xss</font> 所以在窄门这部小说中，08-30 05:41:02-08-30 05:41:27<font color=blue>In the novel "Narrow Gate",</font><br>209/216 453.24-455.46 <font color=red>aaa</font> 那扇窄门并不是上帝搭建的，08-30 05:41:03-08-30 05:41:04<font color=blue>That narrow door was not built by God,</font><br>210/216 455.58-457.8 <font color=red>hp</font> 而是由阿丽莎的内心建造出来的，08-30 05:41:03-08-30 05:41:07<font color=blue>It is built from Alisa's inner world.</font><br>211/216 457.98-460.32 <font color=red>jd</font> 是阿丽莎主动放弃了一切可能性，08-30 05:41:04-08-30 05:41:05<font color=blue>Alice voluntarily gave up all possibilities.</font><br>212/216 460.81-462.37 <font color=red>n</font> 才把自己逼入了绝路。08-30 05:41:04-08-30 05:41:06<font color=blue>I have driven myself into a corner.</font><br>213/216 462.67-463.03 <font color=red>n</font> 当然了，08-30 05:41:05-08-30 05:41:06<font color=blue>Of course,</font><br>214/216 463.21-465.55 <font color=red>aaa</font> 以上这些都是我个人对既得的理解，08-30 05:41:06-08-30 05:41:07<font color=blue>These are my personal understandings,</font><br>215/216 465.85-467.23 <font color=red>de</font> 它也只是一种可能性。08-30 05:41:06-08-30 05:41:43<font color=blue>It's just a possibility.</font><br>216/216 467.47-472.33 <font color=red>de</font> 而文学的美妙就在于它的这种多异性是我们读者和作者一起完成的作品。08-30 05:41:07-08-30 05:42:16<font color=blue>The beauty of literature lies in its heterogeneity, which is a collaborative effort between readers and authors.</font><br>